jusqu'à la fin des temps

And for some reason, even though you’re nothing i’ve ever described i wanted, i still want you. 

Relationships

When you’re younger, you look up to your parents relationships. They’re perfect in your eyes and so in love. Nothing could ever be wrong with it. It’s just when you get older and start realizing that things aren’t perfect that sucks. And that relationship that you thought was perfect for so many years is falling apart and you’re one of the reasons why.

My Best Friend

I have 2 amazing friends at milton and they are my best friends and I know i could talk to either of them about anything but I just miss having my best friend that I’ve had all my life. You have always been there for me and I just miss you. I miss being able to talk to you and being able to laugh and have fun with you. You were my best friend and I miss talking to you when i need you. Sorry everyone for all of these depressing posts lately. I’ll be happy again soon:)

Whatever.

You made him want to walk home 10 miles because you won’t listen. He’s my blood and I will always defend him over you. He’s upset and sore from his walk and it hurts my feelings just looking at how you make him feel. 

You.

Why did you have such an affect on me? Why do I think about you everday? I’m seriously pathetic. Probably because I did everything with you and you were my first for so many things and were honestly the sweetest to me anyone has ever been. You made me feel pretty and always went out of your way to do things for me or with me. We would fight, and when we would it was always really bad but there was just something about you that kept me coming back. I never even thought twice about giving you another chance, I always did it. I didn’t love you, I don’t think i loved you but I definitely cared about you more than i ever have with anyone else. i let my guard down completely and you knew everything about me. We were best friends for 2 years and dated for 8 months and now we don’t even talk other than a “hey” every now and then. You never pressured me to do anything I didn’t want to do and you were always there willing to walk me home or come over when I was upset or play a song on the guitar for me that you learned just for me. I guess im typing all of this because im sure every single one of my friends is tired of hearing me talk about you. It does feel better to type it though and get it out. Sorry if you’ve read this far, I know i sound ridiculous. 

Prom!

Prom is tomorroww! Woohoo

storyleftunspoken asked: I just wanted to say keep your head up girl! You are super nice and beautiful, and your prince charming is out there :D

awee thanks girl! I hope so:)

Just Venting

Okay so overall im happy with the way things are going in my love life. I mean i guess i am at least. I just don’t know what my problem is. There is no one here that i truly like and the one person that i think i might like i have no chance with. I just hate looking at all of these cute couple pictures on here, i want that. But I guess there’s really no point in finding anyone now because I’m leaving in about a month and then ill be gone all summer. But whatever, maybe ill find someone there but if I don’t it’s not the end of the world. i guess it will happen when it should.